What If.

But what if I'm done.
What if I was to end it tonight.
What then.
Maybe I'm sick and just maybe I'm tired.
What if giving up is my only way.
What if I'm too far gone to come back.
To down to be up.

What if I'm lost inside.
What if I can't get out.
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Crying, listening to various artists. Having a very hard night.