That's What I Always Say

That's okay, because I'm okay.
At least that's what I always say...
But if you only knew,
The hell that i've been through.
if you could only see,
Just a little part of me.
If you could get inside my head,
You to just might wish to be dead.
I always put on quite a show,
My smile is my mask, so nobody will know.
Behind my eyes are a thousand tears,
That I've held in for all of these years.
You say that i can talk to you,
That you only wanna help me through.
But the truth of my pain would only hurt you,
This is a pain, but no one can help me through.
Maybe I am crazy? Maybe I am insane? maybe it is all in my head?
But that's okay, because i'm okay...
At least that's what i always say.