All Is Forgotte

There seems to be nothing left to say, when life never went my way.
Scars so tragic they can't heal, in the end I, don't wanna feel.
When I'm dead and gone, the world forgets what I've done.
Spread my ashes, in the nothing I never had.
All the torment can't be replaced.
By the hands that covered my face.
I'm sinking in sorrow and drowning.
Can't anyone save me? Should I give up and let go?

You was the one, I can't realize. You left me to die. I can't cry.
You never tried, I can't apologize. You wasted me, this can't be!

Fill my lungs with hate, all the good evaporates,nothing is left.
Like a knife in the chest, broken in a million pieces!
Wipe the blood upon the floor, dwell and want it more.
You're a tongue, built within lies, listen to me say goodbye!
I can't be a stranger in any way its true.
You deceived me from the start.
Walk away and pretend you didn't go through.

I'm losing my self preservation, is this a desperation?
Uncovered my truth, burning within my soul.
You ignore any feelings that reach your heart.
Like a lost voice that can't be heard, I haven't felt-
So lost and deprived, these toxins keep me alive.
I'll pull my hand and fade, can't expect you to understand.
I was happy alone then you came from the holes in my heart.