He Asked
He asked me.
No one ever asks me.
No one ever cares.
And why should they?
I'm worthless,
As useful as a pen
Without ink,
Scribbling away
With nothing left to say.
But he did.
I lied,
Of course,
Like every other word
I have ever spoken,
Every other so-called truth
I have confessed.
But still.
He asked.
And genuinely listened
For the answer,
Actually giving a damn
About whether or not
I survive this hell of a life.
He cares.
Unfortunately,
I do not.
And like they say,
You can't fix someone
Who wants to stay broken,
And I do not wish to be
Fixed.
So he asked.
Maybe he'll ask again.
Either way,
My answer will always
Remain unchanged.
No one ever asks me.
No one ever cares.
And why should they?
I'm worthless,
As useful as a pen
Without ink,
Scribbling away
With nothing left to say.
But he did.
I lied,
Of course,
Like every other word
I have ever spoken,
Every other so-called truth
I have confessed.
But still.
He asked.
And genuinely listened
For the answer,
Actually giving a damn
About whether or not
I survive this hell of a life.
He cares.
Unfortunately,
I do not.
And like they say,
You can't fix someone
Who wants to stay broken,
And I do not wish to be
Fixed.
So he asked.
Maybe he'll ask again.
Either way,
My answer will always
Remain unchanged.