09/24/2015 | 2.17am

My future is unclear
Everything is unfocused and
I'm not sure if I know
What the fuck I'm doing here

I'm empty
And I'm down
I'm a god damn wreck

Can someone just tell me
Tell me I'm fine
Let me know I'll be okay
Someone please just help me see

I don't think
I don't know
Most nights
I just lay in my bed and sink

I spend most nights
With my eyes wide open
Wondering about my troubles
Obsessing over my frights

I'm fragile
I'm afraid
And I'm a god damn wreck

What the hell
Am I doing here
Everything was good
Life was going swell

I'm a melodramatic teen
Living in a melodramatic mindset
Going to a melodramatic school

I'm just trying to survive the scene.
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I'm honestly not sure what I was doing, but at the time it was better than relapsing.