Pray

All the voices in the background
Whispers marching forth
The unision of blackness
They scream my name through silence.

Ill pray to God but who would answer..
Ill pray but I know that it wont work
When demons are here there is no God
The hate overwhelms all rights to hope..

Ill grip my head like its killing me
Ill smash my face repeatedly
Ill fall to my knees, and scream to the sky..
Even then It will still be stirring inside..

I can feel the devil on my back
Digging his claws into my soul
I can feel the darkness spread
The Hate makes me tremble..

Writhing in the pain
The voices all echo their pleas
Begging me to let them in
Pleading for the demons to win

Ill pound the ground until my hands are shattered..
A bloodsoaked mess of fading will.
A trembling caress of darkness still.
Another applicant of a repressing pill..
One last thought of blood Ill spill..

Once im tired it appeals to me.
Fills my mind with the worst things
Awful things of the very best kind.
My enemies lives, broken by mine
It feels like one big play..

I can bury remorse by exhuming rage
I can cover regret by burning the stage
I can tell myself im dreaming..but still
But hate keeps me awake

Burning through the hours of day
By pretending that they have their way
Night comes around and Ill shakily say
Ive come for your soul. Its time to pray.