My Heart

Down on my knees..I have nothing
No more love..show me something..
Determined to break my bones
If only to bring about an emotion..

Ill die in a festering cloud
Of my own sin and need
Ill breathe in the poison
Of my own bloody greed..

Ill wait for you, to give me back my heart
Ill wait for you to never return
Swimming in the pool of death
Ill wait for my soul to burn

Bring me something!
Something I can call "real"
Something I can call my own
A notion of an honest feel

Ill tear this mask off my fucking face!
If it means I get to have just one taste..
Of something real in my heart
Of something true at my own pace!

Bring me my heart..
Let me feel again
Unburden my life
From you presence and then..
Fucking disappear!

Be GONE!

Ill carry no more fear
Of the emptiness..
Ill keep pushing on forward
To Oblivion.
Here we go again..
Life of pretend!

Unshackle my hopes!
Bring me my heart..
Forget the noose ropes
I want a fresh start!..
I want to feel again..
Free me from this life!
Free me from sin!

All you are is the darkest part
Of my mind and sanity
Growing apart
Dont bring my me hate..
But bring me my heart!
All I fucking want
Is another fresh start!

Youll bury my will
Under tons of concrete and death!
Even then Ill stand in front of you
Ill never fucking budge
I give you life!!
You give me a grudge!

Tear me apart..Ill never scream again!
Ill give you no more satisfaction.
Burn my body and watch me die
Ill never give in..As much as you try!
Bring me a feeling..Something other than hate
Give me something real so others can relate

DOWN ON MY KNEES
Ill never feel again..
Its all thanks to you!!
Forget the useless fresh start
I just wanted you to bring..
Bring me back my fucking heart
So I can finally feel a thing.