Watching You Be Betrayed

I've been trying to see your side lately
To understand how you feel,
Because I know loving her has put on a strain on you
It's not that easy to conceal;
Or maybe you just let it be obvious,
Being the open book that you are;
Wearing on your heart on your sleeve like you do
Left it susceptible to scars.

You fell in love with the wrong person
I've watched you fall harder each day
And though her true nature's been revealed
You're irrevocably her prey.
You're locked in the fray -
Of your feelings for her
And your sense of self-preservation -
But she's left you in such disarray
You're so easy to betray...

She's taken advantage of you
Undermined your value
Promised you her heart
And it's long overdue.
She loved you until it was no longer convenient
Okay I'll be a little lenient
Her heart was just a little deviant;
But she never warned you properly
Let you know what you were getting into,
Because you expected TLC
But she never learned how to gentle.

She's taken the relations
Out of your relationship
Tuned it down to PG
Blamed it on the censorship
Maybe we should censor shit
But that just hides the truth.
She betrayed you, plain and simple.
She turned you into a symbol
Of someone easily walked over
She's killed all the best parts of you
You've damn near lost your composure
But you still love her.

So I've been trying to see your side
Trying to understand why you stay
When all you've given her is love
And all she's done is betray.
She's charred up all your insides
And she's dancing in the debris
Face it, you fell in love with a terrible person
And that terrible person is me.
♠ ♠ ♠
12 / 10 / 15
- Z