Understand?

I never thought
a time would come when
my mind would
stop caring.
Like I've always cared
over the years but
when you care and you get hurt or
left alone by people you care for,
you're miserable and
failing
at being yourself because you're
letting others
lead you
in a direction that is
not your path to
go upon.
It's at this point when
nothing else matters
to you but getting
over to where you want to go
and there is
nothing
around that can stop you from
beginning to go insane.
You can
say all you want,
sanity is not permanent.