Even Though

Even though my hands are over a candles light,
I still feel cold overwhelmed with blight,
even though I'm surrounded by family I still feel alone,
my unworthy depression goes unatoned,
I have nothing to be sad for,
no reason to cry,
I want to disappear,
but that doesn't mean I want to die,
my feelings go awry,
And my mind seems to wander,
even though I try,
I still come out somber.