Bleed

I've had a really messed up week.
I'm losing myself,
I'm not getting much sleep.
Watched the sunset last night,
my thoughts were getting so weak,
and I was drinking some wine,
so bitter, so sweet.
And I was dialing the phone,
did you hear it ring?
I wanted to tell you,
but you weren't listening.
My heads a jumbled mess,
and I can't feel a thing.
Swallow the bottle, pull the trigger
and bleed.