10/28/2015 | 12.00pm

I'm trying to be ok
Babe you've just got to believe
Because
I'm only trying for you
All of me wants to quit
I'm only doing this for you
I want to die
And I want to cease to exist
I'm only alive
Because you need me to

You need me more than I need me
I don't want this life
My lungs burn
And my heart clenches
Mind on over drive
Death take me
But then I remember you
Please you can do better
Move on dear

I love you.

(10/30/2015 - You did.)
♠ ♠ ♠
Two days after this poem was written it became evident to them that I am, in fact, garbage. So again I am alone.