One of the Others

the pain has never left its been over a years and i still cant move on.
you were five years of my life you were my everything.
you accuse me of leaving you but you have found someone else
and i lay here still alone with no one to call my own
and no one to be mine.
so question for you is that you were my best and i was your worst
seems to me i am one of our others.
i cant change for you.
i cant be your everything no matter how hard i tried.
i cant be nothing to you
i wish i could have been
but i'm not. i love you i always have but you never seen that.
maybe if i wasn't your flaw i would be perfection.