Four White Walls

i long for a life i have never lived
people i've never met
places and buildings and sidewalks i've only dreamed of experiencing
but instead i'm stuck in a bedroom with four white walls
only thinking about what i could be doing
with the little amount of life we are given
monday morning calls me to attend high school
but all i want is to sit on a sidewalk far away from here
i've been given homework that will occupy my entire night
but all i need is to watch the sun rest and the moon live
my life feels more and more worthless every day considering
the little amount of my life i spend actually living
when it comes down to it
i could speak until i can't anymore
write until i break my fingers
everything i say won't make an iota of a difference
unless i get out of it today