2016

2015,
goodbye and thank you,
for the year i realized i was sick
for the year i fell in love
for the year i fought with myself
for the year i fought everyone else
for the year i thought i might die
for the year i feared i was already dead
for the year i felt alone
for the year i felt complete
for the year i did terrible things
for the year i didn't hide them
for the year i thought i was getting better
for the year i knew for sure i was fucked up
for the year i met him
for the year i was altered by his company
for the year i needed to be loved
for the year i was loved by him
for the year i was told to take the pills
for the year i knew would change me

2016,
hello and here's hoping
this is the year that saves me