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I can't really run
From these repeating words
Singing over and over
Tearing my mind
Into a million pieces

You're not hearing me
Yes we're going over this
Again and again
You're not hearing me
Stop playing deaf
Turn on your fucking heart
See me
Hear me
Can't you just look at me!
Something is seriously wrong
But you just don't get it

I really can't run
From this suffocating coffin
I really can't escape
It's devestating me

The sparks of poison
The scent of a sinful bliss
I want it all back so bad
To numb it
Cast away into the void
Take it
Mold it
Shape it
Break it
I don't want to feel anymore
Escape it

I really can't run
From wanting this aroma
I really can't comprehend
The whole concept of reality anymore

My cup is empty
Nothing is there anymore
Like a broken soul
Only a mirage of what could be
You can't fix
What's not real
You can't resurrect
What hasn't obtained life
And you can't think
What you don't know