Lies

Can I live a little
Laugh a little
Lie a little, please?
Can't I lay down
In the grass
And enjoy the sun and breeze?
No one knows the truth
I hide it well
I'm not who they all think
They all see me smile
Happy with him
There's just one missing link
I'm sorry for not telling it
I'm sorry I'm a mess
I needed more than just your smile
To deal with all my stress
He made me laugh
And feel something
I always craved from one
Then two came down
And felt so new
I never made a sound
Now three
Kill me
I deserve only to be alone for good
When you want someone old
But you get someone new
It feels better than it should