Loneliness

My head is pounding
And I want to cry,
Even though
I'm not sure why.
I think I'm alone,
My phone lies dead,
I wish someone
Would keep me company
Inside of my head;
Instead my skin itches,
I reach for the blade,
Slashing until
The memories fade...
I want to tell someone,
But there's no one to tell,
No one who cares,
No one around.
Pain never comes,
No matter how deep,
No matter how much
I manage to bleed.
I want to feel something,
So I know I'm alive,
But inside I feel nothing,
Just an empty shell.
Watch me drift
Slowly away,
Looking for some sort
Of escape.
I want to die,
Although I'm not
Completely sure why..
But maybe then
I can kiss
This loneliness
Goodbye.