What If What They Say Is Real

After the deed is done
And all has settled
Off to hell you are sent
Because suicide is yet another sick sin
A hill side effect
From relief to regret
Now burn in hell at the lowest pits
For the outcome
Could have taken them as well
Down underground
To reside in hell

Life is a fight
And you let them win
The last flickering light
Shot out going dim
From the gun that was lent
And put on unsympathetic flames
You went

First thoughts lead to bad decisions
Second thoughts add confirmation
Think again before that last step
Before all thirsts are quenched
And that fate entrenched
Cut the rope and drop the blade
put away the pills and gasoline
Nothing is worth starting your end
A dark place we've all been
A deaths race you will win
Trust in these words
Forget all the bull you've heard
Because there is a life rule you must learn
Love yourself though you fell
Get up get up

Life is a fight
They won't win
Everywhere there is light
Some places are dim
Drop the gun that was lent
Open your eyes - let live
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Wrote this in 2013