A Wrap Up

This is the last time
This is the last time
Anybody will hurt me
I'll die before you take what's left of me
This is my moment
To go on with life
Will I regret it
No time to think twice

Bruises covered my skin
So so scarred deep within
You hit me and my brothers
Damaged all of us
I will not forget it
You fucked us up
So now you are angry
With the things that I've done
What's another bruise
We are the cause
Never meant to hurt you
Didn't ask for this at all
They don't deserve it
Please look at what you've done
Thought I was useless
But I see you are wrong

. . .

Couldn't breathe
Barely screamed
Hands tied to my feet
This gag is giving agony
Wrists burned I tried to leave
Throw a blanket over my eyes
Fear has paralyzed
No longer screaming just whimpering
Help me out of this hell
Please please I promise I won't tell
Just help me out of this hell.

. . .

Must you remind me
Of all my failures
When I look in your eyes
Did I ruin your life that much
Am I nothing to love
Life is nothing but a forced injection
Formula started with an erection
Humor in despair
A sign of growth and forgiveness
A good mother is a Mark you've missed
From you I ask for only you to be happy
Wanna know you have no problem with smiling laughing
Breathe easy
This is the beginning of change

This is the last time
This is the last time
We fought till blood
I'll die to see your smile
A beauty you see every once in a while
Pick up your feet
Get up and leave
This mess behind us
. . .
♠ ♠ ♠
Written in 2013 about the abuse from my mom to me and my bothers. then some abuse from my moms boyfriend to me.