Look at Reality Before You Tell Me to Stay out of Hell

Rioting and fighting
All around me still
Pain going in that I cannot feel
Go inside my wonderland
Driven here again
Teach me to be lively
Try to see this the way I see
Crushed by 1000 mile rush
And coming out red and glistening
Beaten by the outside

Resort inside of personal Hell
Even in my state can't you tell
Nails scratch chalk boards
Shot dead bullet ringing in my head
Does it matter what for
Years and years ears have Been force fed

Taste the words that fall out your mouth
Insults you'd think I would have forgot
Why do you scream so loud
Pointing out every single flaw
Eat what you dish
God I'd only wish
To act upon my hate
To feel as if I amount to something
For pride to overflow and bubble
Out the kettle of seven deadly sins
Turn around turn around
Don't let the demons out
Stay inside your messed up head
And in your dirty bed
Where you can dream and dream
Of what could and never will be said

. . .

I could destroy that wall of pride
Knock it down douse all of what's inside
With burning words and twist your soul
Break the fracture of your mind
Send lacerations more and more
As you scream and cry
As you hopelessly ask for why
Leave you the way you left me
I could do it all
Break your knees make you crawl
I've been through it all
I'm better than hate
I won't watch you fall
Catch you before you hit the ground
Won't lose the piece of mind that I have found
I am who I am my soul is not for you to sell
Been told to reform but
Look at reality before you tell me to stay outta Hell