Nobody Cares

nobody fucking cares,
im so alone and broken,
my friends are gone,
my family is too busy,

im sick,
i feel like im dying,
being hollowed out,
for any light i have,

a dark shell of a man,
stuck here,
alone and enraged,
pissed off I could fuck up so dearly,

lose everyone,
sold my soul to drugs,
indebted to my parents,
indebted to the earth,

neglected by them all,
they told me I'd be okay,
all this pain will heal with time,
but i feel dark as ever,

if i died today, who'd care?
would my enemies feel remorse,
would my friends shed a tear,
what would be the look on their faces,

but i know the grim truth,
they all would have known,
they would wonder how I lasted this far,
why i didnt pass on earlier already,

or maybe they wouldnt even notice,
only a handful would cry,
the rest would shrug their shoulders,
and go about their day,
as if nothing happened.