02/10/2016 || 7.45pm

Burning sensations and scars
Leftover; used goods
Nobody wants
Nobody wants to
Nobody wants to acknowledge the problems at hand.

Mom drinks,
Sister smokes,
Little brothers are too young.

Me,
Oldest daughter.
Suicidal basket-case.

This family is falling apart and I'm
I'm trying so hard to keep us together,
It seems like no use.

Nobody cares.
Nobody cares.

Want to die,
Need to stay alive.

Self esteem and tears,
Washed down the drain.

Rinsed away.

Eraser burn,
Rubs away at skin.
Hoping to erase all of my imperfections.

Razors sting and
Thighs burning.
Bleeding and crying but who cares.

Splash some water on that face,
Blow that nose clear.
Smile, eye-drops.

Walk out and make dinner.

Sixteen years old,
Grown fast.

Action; you've got a family to pull back together,
Even if only until nine,
If only so the boys don't have to know.