Colorless

Everything is no longer blue,
But a lonely grey
A solemn cry I mutter
And I don’t know where to go
I’m not looking for a miracle
But an escape to belong
A way to get better
To release from this hell
To make sense of it all
To not cry at nothing
Ill let the time flow
With nowhere to go
And I know it will be okay
And I know that I will be brave
But I want it all to be blue again
To show longing for something new
Something unwilling
It’s strange and its scary
But it has to happen
And I’m not going to die alone