One Day

One day
This will be over
And we will no longer be
We’ll just be a memory
You’ll say goodbye forever one day
And I will only have my dreams to rely on
I’ll never see you
Or hear your voice again
I’m not okay with thinking about that
Yet, somehow it just consumes my daily thoughts
You are a friend to me
A special person in my life
For the past should not exist but everyday
Is a constant reminder of what was
And what will never be again
And I’ve always been scared of it going south
And loosing you
I don’t recall ever knowing someone
As amazing and unique as you
And the memories we share will one day be erased
And that’s scary as all hell
I have to make sure to hang on
And never let this go
And if you decide to say goodbye
I will be brave
And never let myself forget