Irresistible

Can you sleep without her? I can barely breathe right
I would give all my life just to have one more chance
i feel wrong and in pain whenever she stays far
And I dream, in my arms I will have her someday

I'm acutely aware that she could've been mine
But then she broke my heart and she chose you instead
Happiness isn't set by how much you do have
But I'm lonely and sad, so it must have its perks

I feel reckless and brave when she is by my side
But it's my kryptonite to have her far away
And I knew she would stay in the claws of a lie
You would let her decide if you had any shame

Now she's gone and I'm grey, lost the hopes to survive
In this room made of fire, I am trapped in this game
Burning bright, searing red, all my memories fall
All around me in time with the beats of her chest