Stupid Me...

What was it that drew you near,
You came to me,
I was in distress,
You took my hand,
Told me everything would be alright,
You were wrong,
I hurt so bad the moment I told you the truth,
I wanted you to hold me,
Kiss me,
But I couldn't make you suffer too,
Then you walked away,
Especially the moment I needed you the most,
It hurt more than anything to know that I caused that,
I pushed you away,
Thinking it was for the best,
I was wrong,
Seeing that hurt in your eyes,
Made me wish I was different,
Different enough to make you happy,
To make you understand what was going on inside of my mind,
I had to let go of myself,
I felt so insecure,
I didn't know what to do,
I am so sorry,
I love you...
Madly...