Candy

I am only seventeen, but I have been in love
His mind was dark and twisted and complicated
His eyes were black when his thoughts turned negative
I would get butterflies in my stomach
I was so eager to talk to him
Hear his voice
Our relationship was a mess
Up and down, but not with each other
These ups and downs were in our own minds
Our love was so twisted
He came into my life so fast
We'd feed into each other's grim habits
God, he was so intoxicating
I loved our love like this
I need a love like this
I can't go back to normality
I need someone who understands
These raw, rough edges on my skin
These jagged, poisonous thoughts in my head
Because I want to be in love again
In love with someone so cruel