Just a Facade

After all we've been through,
All the times we shared,
It was just a facade,
A lovely facade,

I looked up at you,
And saw the beauty,
In your eyes and your smile,
But behind it all was another thought,

Truly radiant,
But so far away is me,
A truly dark guy,
Alone with no solace in sight,

I felt a connection,
And maybe it was there at one point,
But nothing is there now,
Maybe never there,

I can feel it in the air,
I can hear it in your voice,
Your disinterested,
Unknown to me,

I just don't know what to do,
Should I press on,
Holding onto what could be nothing,
Or give up,
Holding the rose of my affection,
As it slowly erodes to nothing.