Scared Shitless

There are so many things
I want to say to you
That I just don't know how
I don't know how to do it without scaring you away
And Gods know I already think you'll run for the hills
But you
Oh you
You inspire so many feelings in me
And it's so horribly confusing
You just give me a goofy grin
And we go day by day
But damn I'm falling for you
And it's a slow process
Because I'm still healing
Because I'm still hurt
But you are so wonderful
I want to just...
Envelope myself in your arms and stay there
Give you kisses at every opportunity
Dance with you to no music
Talk with you about anything under the sun at all hours of the night
Walk with you for miles and get lost under the stars
Sing showtunes with you and watch musicals
Get epiphanies about what to do for your birthday
And get fucked like never before

I've lost my train of thought now
And I can't remember what I was trying to say
But I do know this
I'm falling for you
And I'm scared shitless