How Can Anyone Love Me If I Don't?

I can't say I hate myself
At least not entirely
Like I used to
But I can't say I love myself either
I don't really
Not sure I ever will
I'm just settling for who I am
No one seems to mind me
And I don't have strong feeling either way
So why change?
Things are fine as they are now
I mean I get lonely
And sometimes I feel like I need someone
But I'm fine
I don't love me
So I can't expect other to
Like I said
I don't hate myself
I just don't particularly like myself either
I don't think I should expect that of someone
I shouldn't expect them to pick up my broken pieces
I shouldn't expect them to love something I can't
I shouldn't expect them to deal with what I am
Yet I find myself hoping
I find myself wishing that someone would see something
Something I don't see
Something about me that's worth while
Maybe not something to love
But something that makes me less of the wreck I am
Of course I can't expect that of then either
It's not their fault I'm like this
It's not their job to fix me
I'm broken
It's my job to put myself together
But I can't find anything
I can't find the glue to hold the pieces
I can't find the base to start from
I can't find myself in this mess I call my life
So I can't find love
I can't find someone to love the person I am
Because I can't see it
I don't understand it
How can anyone love me if I don't?