Mute Despair

They screaming and crying, I’m trapped in a pool
That’s filled with regrets, tormenting like ghouls
I’m swerving and falling, I swear we were doomed
I drowned my mistakes, they lay down in tombs

A bird in a cage with no water, no sun
I breathe in the dark, I’m cold as a stone
I hopelessly neglect with intelligent words
Nothing but a trap, I swear I was more

I’m kicking and trashing, won’t let myself go
In this life of mine where I have no control
All this insane fighting is of no use no more
And I’ve found inside the grand mine of gold

My thoughts are escaping me, burning alive
I promised I’d stay but I’m scared of the dark
My elbows are scrapped up, it’s making me raw
These dreams made of clay won’t let me go far

And I hear them chanting, shouting like a choir
They’re calling my end, they’ll leave me to die
Synchrony’s enchanting, united as stars
I’ll finally let them tear my limbs apart