Rinse. Repeat.

#include<body.h>

void setup()
{
}

void loop () {
body.lie basked (in dying sunlight on the floor));
//of your small apartment's small bathroom
body.lie (for the third time in a month);
body.lie (but do close the door);
//put your back against it
//and
//just--
body.sink (to the floor as your knees);
body.sink (refuse to work);
body.again (sink to your knees pulled up to your);
//chest your neck at that awkward angle
body.again (the door behind you grating in to your spine);
//sink further.
//now
//palms face up
//now

body.sink (neck still braced against the wall and the door);
body.lie (propping you up as if you're drunk);
body.swim (swim in a haze because the tears refuse to come at first);

//but you close your eyes and they're there.
//notrealnotrealnotrealno--
//it becomes a mantra because
//you know what you are to them
//to yourself
//and maybe if you sacrificed a part of yourself you could become
//what they want
//you could snatch at realness
//because these snatches at the future will only let you down
//because you know what you will always be)

if (times name is called = 1)
{
//now suffocate.
//put yourself in debt.
//it doesn't matter
body.leave (wipe off your face to remove redness);
body.leave (leave no trace);
body.leave (shut the door behind you);
}

//do you feel real yet?

}