No Memory
I never meant to cause you pain
But I saw it from the start.
I spoke the lines, I forced the touch
But it wasn't from the start.
You held on to your passion
Though I saw it as wrong.
You grasped in vain, the lie you saw
And held for much too long.
It's not your fault you're naive
Blinded by your hopeful first.
I didn't help your offering
I always made it worse.
I could never feel enough for you
And I hate myself each day.
For carving scars into your soul
That refuse to fade away.
I still want you to be happy
No matter what it takes.
Even if it means blocking me out
Whenever you're awake.
Forget me in a sudden jolt
My memory won't treat you right.
It will force you with numb pressure
When you toss at night.
So please, my wish to you is this
When remembering time we had.
That you forget and be happy
Rather than remember and be sad.
But I saw it from the start.
I spoke the lines, I forced the touch
But it wasn't from the start.
You held on to your passion
Though I saw it as wrong.
You grasped in vain, the lie you saw
And held for much too long.
It's not your fault you're naive
Blinded by your hopeful first.
I didn't help your offering
I always made it worse.
I could never feel enough for you
And I hate myself each day.
For carving scars into your soul
That refuse to fade away.
I still want you to be happy
No matter what it takes.
Even if it means blocking me out
Whenever you're awake.
Forget me in a sudden jolt
My memory won't treat you right.
It will force you with numb pressure
When you toss at night.
So please, my wish to you is this
When remembering time we had.
That you forget and be happy
Rather than remember and be sad.