Freedom

Fuck this
I must admit,
I'm over this shit
Everything is fake, So I must not quit.
I will show you when it comes down to it
Your word means nothing but bullshit

Sometimes I think I'm the only one who feels
Sure I don't have as much shit as you
I'm broke as fuck and without a clue
What the hell am I going to do
Fuck you!

I'll make my way don't you fucking worry bout me.
I don't need your patronizing bullshit sympathy
I don't need you to say that you believe in me
I don't believe in myself so it isn't shit to me

Sorry mother your words are in vain
You gave way and created my pain
I use it to constantly not give a fuck
To walk right through hell and rain
To make me invincible to the mind's terrain
To be unique and go against the grain

So if you're listeneing! I apologize!
I have no fucks to give you
Of any shape or size
Telling you I don't care
Is part of the exercise
So go get fucked
I have no time for lies.

No I won't help a bitch across the street.
I am too busy doing me to even see.
I need to start stepping forward in line
I cannot afford for you to waste my time.

One step forward a couple steps back
I REFUSE to let that kinda bullshit slide
I'm ready to fucking take my fight
And smash your fucking face tonight

God if you hear me,
If you even exist
If you don't stop working against me
You will fucking regret it.
.....

Even if my body turns to dust.
I will never cease to be..
I am the infinite being
That I fucking need to be.

I will lay waste to your WORLDS!
If it means not another step back!
I would start moving forward..

I will desecrate your CITIES!
If you even think of stopping me
I am sick of FAILURE!
Even if it means causing you agony!

I deserve better than this!
Clearly the only choice I have left!
To take what I want by force!
To live my life kicking down their doors!

You cannot ignore me
I will have my life!
And if you think you're winning
You're gonna fucking die tonight!

I was bestowed with such a malevolent nature...
It will no longer hold me back!
I will use it to get my freedom
Even at the cost of human life.
♠ ♠ ♠
I've had enough.