Pity

She doesn't like me,
She pities me,
Feels sorry for me,
And now I know she doesnt like me,

Again, I'm alone,
I'm scared,
And I'm suicidal,
Praying for death,

Kill me,
Just kill me,
I'm done with my life,
All the agony that comes alomg,

This is my pity,
This is my misery,
I hate this feeling,
I hate this low,

I'll try and stay dry,
But these drugs are beckoning me,
Its these drugs,
Or bottling it up inside,

I guess I know the answer,
Its time to light that joint,
Or kill that feeling,
I'm gonna get high now,
FUCK it.