Whisper#1

W#1. I secretly wish my family didn't exist so I could finally kill myself. I am only here because if I died they would suffer. So I endure it every day so they don't have to.

I'm curious if all the trouble I cause is worth it?

I'm curious if they suffer seeing me suffer every day?

Should I hang on for yet another day? If so, what for?

My Father bought a revolver today.