At The Moment

Someday's I just want to stay in bed
ya' I don't even know what's going on in my head
oh, someday's I'd rather cry instead,
of putting on my face and starting a new day.

My heart is heavy with grief
and I can't seem to find some relief
am I just sad, or am I in too deep?
can't even seem to fall asleep.

What's wrong with me?
Slowly forgetting how to be happy.
Fake it every day... so you don't have to worry, bout' me.

If you ask how I'm doing, I'll say just fine
got so much weighing on my mind
and I don't even know how to describe,
this depression I'm in.

Tell me I'm strong and I can do it
but I don't want to fight, I'm just not there yet,
I'm overwhelmed, when it comes down to it
Just want to throw the towel down and say screw it!

What's wrong with me?
Slowly forgetting how to be happy.
Fake it every day... so you don't have to worry bout' me.

I'm a grain of sand in a canyon
a fire in a flood
need to find the strength to go on
before I give up.

Where's the peace that my soul is seeking?

Is there something wrong with me?
What does it mean to be happy?
Try as I might to play this game... fake it everyday... don't worry bout' me.