Time(less)

Outside time
Outside space
Outside of life
Outside of rational thinking

Time moves ever so slowly
Time to repeat itself
Space to fall into itself
Distortion erupts

Floating within the chaos
Clinging on
The man awaits for the end
For the universe to collapse

Clock faces pass on by
Each one a passage into timelines
Those which have happened or yet to be
He weeps

Cursed with a gift
Control of matter
Control of the continuum
Blessed and conflicted

Birth
Adolescence
Adulthood
Decay

His life flushed out
His life in his grasp
It fleets away
He's lost his grip

Reliving his life over and over
The points of growth
The points of loss
He's lived it all too much

His family
His friends
His lovers
What to come of them?

He stands within his timeline
He watches his family die
He watches his friends decay
He watches his lovers leave him alone

Each lifetime was different
To relive it all differently
Same friends and family
Always a different lover

Pain heals with time
But what do you do when time moves so slowly?
Family slips away
Friends to fade

With each new lover came heartache
He knew when they were going to die
Everyone
He knew it always and still continued to relive

Eventually it became too much
Knowing when his wives will die
Knowing when his sons will die
Knowing when his daughters will die

Sanity slowly being lost
Breaking down every time they died
He became haunted
The ghosts of his loved ones

He relived again but differently
He refused to be apart of their lives
He left them all alone
They didn't know who he was in the end

He chose the life of solitude
To watch from afar as his loved ones lived
Their happiness without him was what he wanted
For him to not have to see them die in front of him again

Lifetimes passed
The loneliness eating away at his soul
He was heartless
He was loveless

Sanity broken further
Insanity to take its place
His ghosts caught up to him
He exiled himself from the universe

So now he sits within it all
Watching and re-watching
The timelines that have happened and yet to happen
Deep into them he stared

Time moves not
Space exists not
Where he is nothingness is all
Silence is the only thing that exists everywhere

Tears begin to take shape and then un-shape
The man begs any God listening for relief
In the end his prayers were unanswered
The man finally breaks completely

To undo time itself
His thoughts raced ever so fast
Madness
The universe in peril

Stars begin to die
Nebulas disappear
Black holes forming
The light to be engulfed by darkness

Nothingness
The void
Emptiness
Life has been taken from existence

All that remains is the man
Outside of time
Outside of space
Outside of existence

The man closes his eyes
Just to see more nothingness
His madness to take form
Suicide now clouding his mind

The air in his lungs dissipates
His eyes turning to white
His skin iced to the touch
His heart now stopped

Within the non-existence
Within the void
The man's body to remain
To serve as God's reminder

Power sends good men mad
Loneliness is the human race's bane
Knowing how it all happens
We weren't meant to know this

Outside time
Outside space
He remains lifeless
He is now timeless