If I Was a Decent Person

If I was a decent person
I'd warn you now rather than later
That a month with him is a month too long
And all of his words charm like a spell
But spells are often rehearsed.

If I was a decent person
I'd tell you everything he said to me
And then you'd see
He knows what to say,
When to say it, and where.

If I was a decent person
I'd beg you to listen when I say
He knows how to get his way with
Absolutely
Anything.

If I was a decent person
I'd explain everything
But let's face it;
If he once had me,
How decent can I be?