You're in My Dreams

I cant escape the thought of you,
Your in my dreams,
Your in my head,
Every part of my day,

Every song I hear,
I can relate to us,
Every happy couple I see,
That used to be us,

Will I ever get over,
Our toxic relationship,
Will I ever forget you,
Your stuck on me like skin,

I can't forget you,
I beat myself up for what we had,
Thrown away,
For nothing,

I miss your hands,
Your hair, eyes, voice,
Just about everything,
I can't do this,

Two years running,
And your still there,
Lingering in my mind,
Enough pain please,

I'm prescribed pills,
That repress my dreams,
So I can avoid seeing you,
With me joyous,

When I awake I feel empty,
Souless and drained,
Dead to the world,
Alone and hollow,

I never knew what love was,
Until I saw your face,
I never knew what love felt like,
Until you told me you loved me,

Its over,
All is said and done,
But my mind wont escape the past,
Maybe I'll find someone who made me,
Feel the way she did.