Lemons

It over, I’m ending it…

(Okay, so) I know technically I can’t really end something that never began but…I am.

You had me hooked on a string for seven years

I wanted this, but all it ever brought was fear

I’m yours but I don’t really want to be

And if we’re being honest, you don’t even want me

I would’ve done anything

I keep seeing you in my dreams and all its teaching me is that our love got lost a sea

Forever incomplete

I’m the leaf that got caught up in your breeze

I don’t want to hurt you but I need be released.

I’m not yours you can’t have me

I wanted this, but I’m changing my mind

I need my space and I need you to stay far away

Not hate. Just away.

You burn and I melt. It’s tainted. You’re unsafe.

I don’t care if you hate me that has nothing to do with me.

This is my life I create my own reality. You still feel like a dream. Thinking of you physically stings

I gave you enough time.

And I’ve already made up my mind.

I’m good. I love me. I’m mine.

It’s over. I’m done. You can’t have me anymore.

One day you’ll get up get caught up on waves of all my strings.

And I hope it tastes like lemons when I’m singing you to sleep.