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I don’t know why these things occurred, I
Got lost in the sea, something bad was stirred, I
Lost my faith and my life got curved, I
Don’t know where to go, my heart’s been served.

Something hit me like a ton of bricks, I
Go through these pains and breaks and pricks, I
Face the world until my clock doesn’t tick, I
Lose myself, my minds gone sick.

This world’s got a shade that hides what’s real, I
Don’t know what to say, don’t know how I feel, I
Get ripped through like tender veal, I
Don’t know what to say, my lips are sealed.

The say bad things only come in threes, I
Don’t believe cause I’m on my knees, I
Face the world that’s shaded by trees, I
Am surrounded by people who don’t believe
In me.

People will say whatever they think, I
Don’t give them a chance to even blink, I
Am who I am, I’m on the brink, I
Will become someone that will swim, not sink.

Don’t slay me with your vicious word, I
Don’t need to say what you think you heard, I
Can make a way that follows the Lord, I
Can make a change that will put Himself first.

Words are cruel, actions are harder, I
Will suffer in silence, it serves as reminder, I
Know when to stop and when to be kinder, I
Am lost to world, someone go find her.
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I wrote this in a short time of darkness that crept up surprisingly, and it comes from such a place that I have no words to describe.