I'm Too Tired

I'm tired of staying up all night
I'm tired of feeling the tears fall from my eyes

I'm tired of the thoughts going on inside my head
I'm tired of wishing I can just wake up dead

I'm tired of feeling like I'm useless
I'm tired, too tired to even write this.

I'm tired of picking my self up back from the ground
I'm tired of always putting myself down, along with everyone else.
I'm tired of putting on an act
I'm tired of pretending to smile and faking my laughs

I'm tired of pretending I'm ok
I'm tired of pretending that I'm thankful I'm alive today

I'm tired of not feeling right
I'm tired of cutting myself with that razor that knife
I'm tired of living this life
I'm tired, but I'm too weak to say goodbye