Falling for You Was My Fault

You are a nutcase
but there's something about you
that draws me in.
I don't know what it is
or why it's happening
but I want you.
Even though I am afraid
of chasing after you,
I do it because its you.
Even if you play with me,
or even kill me,
it will be my fault.
♠ ♠ ♠
This poem was inspired by the manga "Hannune Banhada Season 1" and its written from the POV of the female protagonist. It's what she would say to the guy she fell for who was involved with a gang. She fell for him knowing who he is, so it's her fault.