Lost in the Ocean I Call Myself

I've been spending a long time trying to remember the moment I turned to liquid
Trying to remember the very second I realized this body wasn't meant to be solid
Or standing on grass and mountains
I find myself swimming through a sea of memories trying to find the one that made me water fall apart.
And I can't seem to find it
Maybe it's lost out there in a glass bottle with the girl I used to be still banging to get out
Or maybe I was just never solid
Maybe my rain drop soul got lost on the wrong moon beam and placed me in this human body
Maybe I was never meant to be here
I was meant to be a wave that crashed against you on the beach
I was meant to fall from the sky and wash away the bad days
And make beautiful flowers grow
Maybe I was never meant to walk and love
But here I am,
A living breathing human
I think
So I better make the most of it before the sun shines a little too bright and I evaporate away from this place.