One Month of Freedom

When it's late
And I'm lonely
It's dark
And cold

I think
Of how much
I need you
Just then

But something happens
I remember-remember
When you held me
And she called

I remember
No longer having access
To you
To your whole heart

The lies you told
And the secrets
You kept prisoner
I remember

You held me
And everything was right
It was midnight
When she called

I want you
And then I remember
You kissed her
You held her

I need you
And then I remember
You used the same-the same
Move on her

I miss you
And then I remember
You used me
But you love me

I love you
And then I remember
I deserve more
I deserve better