In Need

give up so much
loosing all touch
make sure theyre happy
regardless of me
try to make them see
theyre better than me
loosing all feeling
emotions my dealing
cant take this pain
going insane
why me, why me
cant anyone see
hurting at every turn
with some concern
gotta change, gotta be
someone different, not me
maybe, just maybe, it will help
since no one can even help
but if they need me
there I'll be
forgetting about myself
when I need the help
♠ ♠ ♠
written 11/22/2010