Shut-In

I don't know what I want to be.
How many times must I say it?
I want you to leave me alone.
I like the door when its shut.
Makes it harder to hear you.
I like the music up loud.
Makes it harder to hear you.

Stop trying to guilt trip me,
I don't want what you do.
Yeah, I am mostly silent.
Yeah, I do have a lot to say,
But a lot of it isn't pleasant,
And I know you don't want to hear it.

Unfortunately for me, this builds up.
High pressure containers need a release.
But you keep sealing all of the holes.