I Am ***ing Tired...

I am fucking tired…
Knowing because of who I’m not, a conversation can’t be acquired.

I am fucking tired…
Because every day I see the same person being admired.

I am fucking tired
Since I’m always reminded that my presence isn’t desired.

I am fucking tired…
Of going unheard when I'd like to show my reason for being inspired.

I am fucking tired…
When people act as though I'm a useless spare part that isn’t required.

I am fucking tired…
That people treat me like I’m a job from which they’ve retired.

I am fucking tired! of being treated this way when all I ever wanted was to share
The light they gave to one, while I was regarded as something for which they couldn’t care…